{"id":1131,"date":"2007-03-12T00:00:00","date_gmt":"2007-03-12T00:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.nejatngo.org\/en\/2007\/03\/12\/i-am-a-trained-islamic-terrorist\/"},"modified":"2021-02-22T23:55:51","modified_gmt":"2021-02-22T20:25:51","slug":"i-am-a-trained-islamic-terrorist","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.nejatngo.org\/en\/posts\/1131","title":{"rendered":"I am a trained Islamic terrorist"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">In her neat home nestling in a quiet suburban street, mum Anne Singleton peers out from her cottage-style windows. <\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">Her Audi sits in the driveway and beyond it she sees a neat row of cedar trees leading to a church in an open field.<\/p>\n<p align=\"center\"><img align=\"middle\"alt=\"\"src=\"https:\/\/st.nejatngo.org\/Image\/Persons\/Singleton\/Singleton_Sun.jpg\"\/><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">It is a typical English scene . . . and a lifetime away from the hostile deserts of Iraq and the military training camps of the People&rsquo;s Mujahidin of Iran. Though Anne also once called these home.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">She was in the clutches of the terrorist organisation and ready to give her life &rdquo; and sacrifice the lives of the innocent &rdquo; in the name of a bloodthirsty war<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">Little more than a decade ago, Anne was learning how to fire rifles and gearing up to fight for the group backed by Saddam Hussein. <\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">Then, she believed her comrades were fighting for freedom in Iran &rdquo; and that the deaths of innocent people were a justifiable means to an end.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">But now the 48-year-old recognises the group for what it is &rdquo; a deadly, extremist terrorist organisation.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">With growing numbers of British youngsters being recruited into terror cells, Anne hopes her story will act as a warning.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">At her home in Leeds, she tells The Sun: &ldquo;What happened to me could happen to anyone.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">&ldquo;These groups entice concerned activists then persuade them to commit terrorist atrocities.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">&ldquo;They convinced me to give up my life to follow them. Now I see their methods were identical to the ones cults use to brainwash people.&rdquo;<\/span><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: ' mso-bidi-font-family: Verdana\"> <\/span><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\"><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">Anne became involved with the extremists while studying English at Manchester University in 1979.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">Her boyfriend at the time, an Iranian called Ali, was interested in the Mujahidin&rdquo; a group formed in 1965 to free Iran from &acirc;&euro;&oelig;capitalism, imperialism, reactionary Islamic forces and despotism&rdquo;<\/span><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: ' mso-bidi-font-family: Verdana\">\u009d.<\/span><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\"><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">Anne says:&rdquo; I went along to Mujahidin meetings held in Manchester. In truth, I could not understand what the leader was saying in the videos we saw but I was transfixed. <\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">&ldquo;It all seemed so exciting. I thought, &ldquo;I want to help them and do some good&rdquo; so I decided to convert to being Muslim.&rdquo;<\/span><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: ' mso-bidi-font-family: Verdana\">\u009d<\/span><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\"><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">Anne did not realise she was being psychologically manipulated.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">She says now: &acirc;&euro;&oelig;They flatter you in a way that you don&rsquo;t even realise they are doing it.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">&ldquo;They really put themselves on a pedestal so that when they want you to join them, you feel special.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">&ldquo;I thought I was a saviour of the world and would have done anything for the Mujahidin.&rdquo;<\/span><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: ' mso-bidi-font-family: Verdana\">\u009d<\/span><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\"><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">In 1989 Anne moved to London to become more involved in Mujahidin activities, working in computing and PR for them.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">The computer programmer says: &ldquo;They told me I should dedicate myself totally to them and that they needed me.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">&ldquo;The following year, during a hunger strike, I succumbed fully.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">&ldquo;I took two weeks off work and by day three of not eating I felt like I was on a complete high.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">&ldquo;We were given tea and sugar to keep us going and I had entered a completely different state of mind.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">&ldquo;I was adamant that this was what I should do for the rest of my life.&rdquo;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">Anne has since discovered that hunger and sleep deprivation are classic cult recruiting techniques.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\"><o_p>&nbsp;<\/o_p><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">She says: &ldquo;I didn&rsquo;t question anything. I was shown a film of a female suicide bomber blowing up an ayatollah in Iran. It was horrific and very shocking at first.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">&ldquo;But they showed me the film so many times that I got less and less distressed. Eventually I didn&rsquo;t bat an eyelid. Of course, I heard politicians and journalists describing the group as extreme but I dismissed it and assumed they didn&rsquo;t understand. <\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\"><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">&ldquo;There were 30 or 40 of us living in a safe house and I was the only white person. I never left unless it was for fund-raising or a demo.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">&ldquo;We had no possessions and any money we earned or benefits we received had to be handed straight over to the group.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">&ldquo;We were discouraged from keeping in contact with any family or friends.&rdquo;<\/span><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: ' mso-bidi-font-family: Verdana\">\u009d<\/span><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\"><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">Anne&rsquo;s parents, an office administrator and a painter and decorator, insisted she gave them her address and they wrote to her regularly, but letters were often confiscated.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">In 1992 Anne was asked to go to the Iraqi desert for military training.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">She says: &ldquo;I loved the camp. It felt liberating to obey orders because then you lose all responsibility for yourself. I had a uniform, did assault courses, learned how to drive trucks and did firearms training.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">&ldquo;When I signed up to the Mujahidin I never imagined I would do that, but once I was there it seemed totally normal.&rdquo;<\/span><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: ' mso-bidi-font-family: Verdana\">\u009d<\/span><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\"><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">After three months Anne was sent to Sweden to carry on with the PR work. But she became depressed after the group introduced a new rule banning marriages and families.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">Anne says: &ldquo;That rule seemed too final. I knew a family was the one other thing I wanted from life.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">&ldquo;To try to make me pull myself together they demoted me, sent me back to London and gave me less responsibility. <\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">&ldquo;It was reverse psychology, but I was so depressed that even that didn&rsquo;t work.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">&ldquo;I&rsquo;d lost all motivation. They tried to make me feel guilty, saying I was letting them and God down.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">&ldquo;By 1993 I knew I wanted to distance myself from the group so I began to work part-time again as a college administrator.&rdquo;<\/span><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: ' mso-bidi-font-family: Verdana\">\u009d<\/span><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\"><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">Anne was finally ready to leave &rdquo; but the Mujahidin wouldn&rsquo;t let her go easily. She says: &acirc;&euro;&oelig;They tried to make me frightened of the outside world, saying it was dangerous. They said I&rsquo;d end up living an immoral life or get sucked into drugs or crime if I abandoned the values of the Mujahidin.&rdquo;<\/span><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: ' mso-bidi-font-family: Verdana\">\u009d<\/span><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\"><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">Around this time Anne met Massoud Khodabandeh, a senior and disillusioned member of the group who had also decided to leave.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">They went their separate ways but met again and married in 1997. Three years later they had a son.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">Anne says: &ldquo;We are both Muslim but after we left the Mujahidin we would go out and get drunk just to be &ldquo;normal&rdquo;. Being able to think for yourself was amazing.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">&ldquo;We were like little kids doing things like going to the supermarket and choosing our own food. We discussed what we&rsquo;d been through and I had no doubt we were psychologically manipulated. We&rsquo;re fortunate we have each other to lean on.&rdquo;<\/span><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: ' mso-bidi-font-family: Verdana\">\u009d <\/span><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\"><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">Anne feels it is only since the birth of son Babak, now six, that she truly feels like her old self.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">&ldquo;His birth made me pull myself together and we moved to Leeds shortly afterwards,&rdquo;<\/span><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: ' mso-bidi-font-family: Verdana\">\u009d she says. &ldquo;My family live there and after years apart it was great<\/span><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\"> to be close again.&rdquo;<\/span><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: ' mso-bidi-font-family: Verdana\">\u009d<\/span><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\"><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">The couple are now in a group called Iran Interlink, which campaigns AGAINST terrorist cells.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">Anne says: &ldquo;When I joined the Mujahidin I never had any intention of fighting. But by the end I thought it was OK to kill and assassinate.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">&acirc;&euro;&oelig;I thought it was right that people would die on suicide missions. I&rsquo;m appalled at that now.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">&ldquo;France and Germany have ministers for cults and I think we need the same here.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">&ldquo;People are free to do what they like virtually until they reach the point of blowing someone up.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">&ldquo;The Government needs to look at terrorism from the angle of recruitment. People have a civilian mind where they know it is wrong to fire a gun and hurt someone. You have to be trained to kill and that is what&rsquo;s happening in these groups.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">&ldquo;Psychological manipulation can happen to anyone at any time.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">&ldquo;If you&rsquo;re lucky, you end up with a timeshare. If you&rsquo;re unlucky you end up blowing yourself and innocent people up on the Tube.&rdquo;<\/span><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: ' mso-bidi-font-family: Verdana\">\u009d<\/span><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\"><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\"><o_p>&nbsp;<\/o_p><\/p>\n<p><strong><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">The Sun <\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">By SAMANTHA WOSTEAR<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">March 02, 2007<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\">http:\/\/www.thesun.co.uk\/article\/0,,11000-2007100090,00.html<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"LINE-HEIGHT: 115%; FONT-FAMILY: 'sans-serif'\"><o_p>&nbsp;<\/o_p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>She says: \u201cI didn\u2019t question anything. 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